Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Hello My Name is Rona and I Tried to Kill Myself.

I've been in a mental health clinic since Thursday, April 15, because I tried to kill myself.

I did hurt myself, my husband and my son.

I realize and accept that I have major depression.

I accept that I cannot stop taking anti-depressant medication nor stop seeing a therapist and psychiatrist.

I do thank the Heavenly Father for not letting me die, for staying with me, protecting me, giving me forgiveness.

If you're depressed, please DON'T stop taking your medication.

If you're thinking of hurting yourself tell someone and accept their help.

And please, don't be ashamed, depression is not a weakness.

Join a support group; you're going to need it.

I hope that this post will find it's way to someone who will find it helpful.

10 comments:

Renee said...

{{{Rona}}}

Michelle said...

you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers

Nicole said...

Oh, Rona! I am so sorry, my friend! I am praying for you and for Charles and Marcus (because I know that they must be devastated and fearful!) I just wrote my own post THIS WEEK about how Depression, real depression, Hurts us and those around us. I, too, stopped taking my medication and after just a couple of days felt so different that I knew I must go back on it. My depression has never gotten bad enough where I consider hurting myself, but your story reminds me that real depression can send you there if you mess with it.

I will be praying for you. Get better!

Nicole

Amanda said...

Rona, You and your family are in our prayers!

The Working Home Keeper said...

Rona, I was thinking about you today because I hadn't seen a post from you in awhile. My prayers are with you and your family. ((hugs))

Mary Ellen

Anonymous said...

Rona... My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. Please know that we are all here for you!!!

satherton

Rita said...

Rona,
Many thoughts are with you. My daughter in law did just that and we have all been devastated and it has been many years. Please take your meds and let your family know if things are to much. Much love - many prayers.

Renee said...

Rona,

My heart goes out to you and your family. Keeping you all in my thoughts and prayers.

Keli said...

Rona, we are all thinking and praying for you. Marcus and Charles are also in our prayers.

Praise and Coffee said...

Rona,
I wanted to come over and see how you were after you left that last comment on my blog.
It seems you are on the road to healing, I'm so thankful.

I'll keep you in my prayers.

You are loved passionately by the One who created you.

Sue