Having severe chronic pain is extremely overwhelming, at times. It can take control of your body and life! Over time one wants to exert some type of control over it.
Over the last few months, I've been suffering from hives and skin rashes due to my increase pain. But I decided I would the brave little toaster and keep on going truckin' along! No surprise, the hives and rashes have been getting worst.
On Monday, as I was struggling to wash the dishes my husband said, "Just stop what you're doing! Go to bed right now"! I was in no position to argue with him. I was beaten!
As I climbed into bed, I thought about how I by not choosing to listen to my husband, son my body or God that I've just made things worst.
When will this gal learn! I've got to Let.It.Go.